What do you want to be remembered for?
Posted on Jul 8th, 2008
by 
sherab
sherab
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for July 08, 2008:
I'm not sure i really want
to be remembered.
so much of what i've done
caused pain for others.
left things broken or used up.
Those are the marks I've left
If I could finish what i've started.
repair the damage done
erase the mark
leave the water clear
That would be enough.
just a sense of light
in the hearts of my beloved
instead of the burden of sorrow.
"It's as if he was never here at all."
to be remembered.
so much of what i've done
caused pain for others.
left things broken or used up.
Those are the marks I've left
If I could finish what i've started.
repair the damage done
erase the mark
leave the water clear
That would be enough.
just a sense of light
in the hearts of my beloved
instead of the burden of sorrow.
"It's as if he was never here at all."
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September 2008 
Love to you brother… I can feel the pain as I read this….
love you… do you know this song… http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jLeVAG7xunA
i resonate with the feeling of wishing i can erase the hurt i have cause yet i can't help but feel that without all you have given the world, it would be that much poorer…
…. and when , in the past, people have done hurtful things, said hurtful things, I also reacted and was part of the hurting. I am very grateful for these times, the harmful things, people may have said or done, because I know they didn't mean it, they were unconscious patterns for them they were not aware of at the time…
I'm glad those opportunities came up. They were things that have bought me closer to myself… fuel for the longing for union and peace…
So. That's so.